your heart is a muscle the size of your fist: Archive

also it is very amusing to me the number of males who have barely spoken to me (if at all) in the past couple of months who suddenly can’t text me quick enough now that I’m not in a relationship. most annoying offender is the moron who texted me at 4:30am last night just to say “hey ;)” ……..wake me up that late again I dare you. repeat offender is the guy who exclusively speaks to me when things with his on-again-off-again girlfriend are set to ‘off mode’, only to disappear when ‘on mode’ resumes. after running into him last night he thinks we should “talk more” because he “misses our chats! ;)”. GET AWAY FROM ME.

I’m just going to refuse to communicate with anybody that uses winky faces from here on. I think it’s going to be a wise decision.

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this is the crappiest night ever. I can’t tell if I have chronic period pain (since I don’t actually have my period, at least not yet) or if I’m genuinely nauseous and need to vomit. either way I feel like I’m housing a fucking swamp inside my body and every part of my mid section feels DISGUSTING and PAINFUL. the thought of food makes me want to vomit, the thought of water makes me want to vomit, the only thing that makes me feel okay is imagining inserting a giant syringe into my stomach and drawing out all the bad stuff that is somewhere inside me. that or actually killing myself lol. FUCK THIS.

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“Women perform 66 percent of the world’s work, produce 50 percent of the food, but earn 10 percent of the income and own 1 percent of the property.” —UNICEF, ‘Gender Equality–The Big Picture’, 2007 (via thirdw0rld)

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hanesty:

every boy i’ve ever dated (officially, like facebook/myspace official) has been skinny. jack wasn’t as skinny as cameron and lexi, but he still wasn’t that big. I really wasn’t it, scrawny girls legs and jeans the size of mine, Cameron sometimes gave me bruises from his hip bones or…

OR we could stop talking shit on other people’s bodies?????

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TODAY SUCKS

hangovers suck
period pain sucks
work sucks
rude customers suck
people suck
money sucks
uni sucks

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mac or pc?

pc. I can’t afford a mac and since I don’t do graphic design there would be no point in me spending the extra cash to get one, other than to be cool hahaha.

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the bad thing about reinstalling itunes and re-uploading all my music is that I lose all my play counts. the good thing about it is that multiple justin bieber songs will no longer be in my top 25 most listened to tracks

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“You have to question a cinematic culture which preaches artistic expression, and yet would support a decision that is clearly a product of a patriarchy-dominant society, which tries to control how women are depicted on screen. The MPAA is okay supporting scenes that portray women in scenarios of sexual torture and violence for entertainment purposes, but they are trying to force us to look away from a scene that shows a woman in a sexual scenario, which is both complicit and complex. It’s misogynistic in nature to try and control a woman’s sexual presentation of self. I consider this an issue that is bigger than this film. … There is something very distorted about this reality that they’ve created, which is that it is OK to torture women on screen. Any kind of violence towards women in a sexual scenario is fine. But give a woman pleasure? No way. Not a chance. That’s pornography.” —

Ryan Gosling, actor and feminist, in a letter protesting the NC-17 rating of Blue Valentine. The rating was based on one consensual sex scene. (via snowstorminjuly)

holy shit you cannot begin to understand all of my feelings for ryan gosling right now

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#gender #feminism #rape culture

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#weight

oh wait lol I’m crying again

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#violence #gender #transgender

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I bought a new laptop today and I’m having so much fun installing things and customizing the shit outta this baby. unf unf unf. I’ll probably stop being so excited when I have to transfer all my music and files across from my old laptop. in cuter news, a little 3 year old girl who I sometimes babysit made me a cupcake today because she heard that I was sad. it has a smiley face on it. as if that’s not the cutest thing in the whole world

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“Waiting for others to act in certain ways to be happy is making your happiness dependent upon something outside of yourself. It is turning your power over to other people and allowing them to determine how you feel. Calm emotions come from knowing that what you feel is your choice. You do not want your good feelings to depend upon another person or an outside situation. Put your energy and time into going higher and making your own life work.” —Orin (via nirvikalpa)

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#FUCK YEAH #THIS THIS THIS

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I realise you're getting this a lot, but I'm sorry to hear you and Liam broke up. I read what you said about it and it clearly seems like a mutual thing you both decided was the right thing to do. Hope all else is well Shannon!

thank you mitch :)

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you're lovely!

aw thanks :)

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Shannon West is an amazing person and has no reason to feel bad. TRUE

aw come on you have to feel bad when you hurt someone you care about, even if it’s for the best!

edit: HEY LIAM

Jul 28, 2011

I am flawed if I'm not free

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You win a hell of a lot of people wanting to get in on that, mmm gurl!

I was hoping for a cash prize but

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shannonwest has had something up her bum at least once before, excluding what.. uh.. naturally comes out - that doesn't count

hahahahahaha true! now what do I win?

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WHAT!! Why did you guys break up :( this makes me sad!

we’re just not right for each other. we’re very different people in a lot of ways and we don’t have that ~spark~. we both approached the relationship differently and it didn’t line up. I really strongly feel that we’d work so much better as friends, so we’re going to try and give that a go. liam is genuinely a very amazing, caring and intelligent person and I still want him in my life. being in a relationship also made me realise that at my age it’s probably better to be single/carefree.

it is pretty sad! but it’s also for the best. we both agreed that you need to do what is right, not what is easy. in this instance breaking up was the right thing, even though it’s hard.

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Total Girl used to be pink and green every issue and now it is purple and yellow.

SELLOUTS

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